Thank You

Here i stand (well actually i'm sitting) to thank you everyone
of you who walk through my life even if you didn't intend to
or worst yet, didn't want to.

I have believed hard on in this :

We Are Not Ourselves, Rather A Collection Of Everyone We Crossed Path With.

I did not say that but damn i wish i did. Quoted from a great
someone who sadly i forgot whom. Anyways here's the main
thing i'm doing this-i'm making a friggin thank you list that includes
everyone of you.

If (its not a choice really) you dont want to see everyone i thank
but only your vain self, well simply ctrl+f your name. e ;p

Wish i didnt miss anyone.
thank you for ;-

Mou Chuan        - for giving me wrestling lesson
Adele                 - for making me laugh in the undang thing
Michelle Low     - for giving me strange things to draw
May Xin             - for liking animes
Mei Shen            - for walking with me to the teacher's lounge
Mei Yee             - for being the happy one in art
Benny                 - for being my terrorist buddy
Syaff                   - for being my man friend and introducing gundam
Joo Hui               - for loving somebody
Jen Sern             - for offering me great sandwiches (which sadly i didnt eat)
Jonathan             - for being the bitch that forces me to improve in cs
Carmen C          - for making me realize what i shouldve realize
Vivian                - for forcing me to smile
Sylvia                 - for showing me how to dance
Michelle Lim       - for being there for me on eve of eve
Jiy Ni                  - for introducing me to blogging
Shaun                 - for teaching me political crap
Alfred                 - for being the dancing man and not fear it
Jia Qi                  - for making me smile without trying
Yusri                   - for being that bitch with adele
Jian Yong            - for doing crazy things
Terance               - for reminding me spanish shows has a lot of incest
Soon Yang          - for snapping rubber bands at me
Malcolm             - for helping school a lot
Chen Teng          - for showing how lovely a laugh can be
Koh Kyean         - for being my sexy guru haha
Ya Yen               - for showing me style with sport stuffs
Mun Yee            - for disliking coffee and liking purple
Andrea                - for doing the speech with me
Carmen Au         - for being there for me when i fall
June Pei Chin      - for being the jumpy hyper girl
Mellissa               - for temaning me through my nights
Rebecca              - for showing words are power
Hua Min              - for being strong through and through
Kah Seng            - for fixing whats needs to be fixed
Rachel                 - for that lovely talk in japan
Hanim                  - for giving me the song "Officially Missing You"
Marcus                - for making badass jokes that i still remember
Alvin                   - for teaching me loads of science stuffs
Zhao                   - for being cool and simple
Cassandra           - for being really straight forward 
Dickson              - for helping me explore the music industry more
Steven                - for making me realise its nicer to be friends than lovers sometimes
Michelle Lee       - for making a lot of sense
Farris                  - for tips on the road
Kah Weng         - for having a saint's patient
Lee Zhen           - for being caring
William              - for carrying me around
Yusoof              - for always in agama
Yeong Wei        - for styling all the time
Fong Bee           - for expanding my imagination a little
Sachie                - for being the advertisement girl
Jacklyn              - for reminding me mosquito bites are a killer
Austin                - for being the bitch with a smart mouth
Yue Hong           - for being nice, quiet and smiles a lot
Darren               - for being extremely funny at awkward times
Samm                - for making me realize people do care but just dont know how to show them
Hon Yee            - for being a roommate with me in japan
Kim                   - for being my wednesday mate
Sue Yii              - for blowing my mind with artistic designs
Soo Ming          - for being so lost
Veemelia           - for being determined to decisions
Sue Lyn             - for being my sister in my little family
Raja                  - for making me realize the cruelty of the world
Olivia                - for making me ice skate
Qistina               - for shooing me out of class
Jacquelyne         - for being so insecure about herself
Nancy               - for saying she liked my smile
Yong Enn          - for proving that people still care no matter how much time has lost in between

I think thats all folks. For now anyways.
I thank you all and i'm sorry if i forget any of you.
Tataa. I wish you well

The Truth About Ants

I can never get this off of my mind.
Ants. Sure everyone knows them.
Little bugs that works hard and when you disturb them
they give a bite that obviously say "fuck off bitch!".

But one thing about them always boggles my mind.
But i have found it. The truth about ants. They are fucking ninjas. Owh yes they may seem harmless enough.
But when you leave your little goodie of sweetness out
on open space, thats when their little dark side kicks in.

For all you know your little happy maker suddenly got
infested by these dark creatures out of nowhere.
If you had super eyes you could see that they'd probably
put a little pick there that says "its outs now bitch!".
You'll then scream inside a little thinking that there
goes your little snack for the movie you saved.

Here comes the worst part, you shake them off and run
to throw it away and look for a bug spray.
When you come back..... Poof! They're gone.
Like. Fucking. Ninjas.
They probably left a note saying "thanks for the meal!"

The worst of worst part is that theyre good at it.
Damn

500 Days Of Summer

Awesome movie. Should watch it.
It's down to earth. I'm sure many can relate to it

I love her smile.
I love her hair.
I love her knees.
I love how she licks her lips before she talks.
I love her heart-shaped birthmark on her neck.
I love it when she sleeps.

I hate her crooked teeth.
I hate the way she smacks her lips.
I hate her knooby knees.
I hate that cockroach shape splotch on her neck.

So Here I Am

back.
i feel like blogging again.
will update soon.
dont know who reads it but who cares.
i'm doing what i love and thats all that matters.
bye

Cheese On My Pizza Please

i feel cheesy all of a sudden.
i also had the urge to update my blog all of a sudden.
why? cause i feel the cheesy-ness in me brewing
with the heat of the heart ;D

First....
There was an old map,
there was rain,
there was silence in the car,
there was fear,
then the rain stops.

There was a little road,
there was a bad feeling,
there was holding of hands,
then we walked slowly.

There was a reflecting lake,
there was the shining of the moon,
there was a sea of stars,
there was whispering trees,
Then i looked into her eyes,
i see beautiful things.

There was hugging,
there were splashes,
there were shooting stars,
there was laughters,
Then came the warmth of love.

There were need of rest,
there was dandelions,
there was her by the lake,
there was lying down,
Then we made a wish,

There were counting of stars,
there were diving into the thoughts,
there were warmth,
Then there was love.

In A Way, Technology Is One Big Lie

just because its so magical.

I text you and you get the message.
You text me and i get the message.
Owh wow.... we just had a conversation!

At the end of a line, you're there talking to me.
At the end of a line, i'm here talking to you.
Owh wow.... we just know each other a little better!

At one time, you're there typing away with me.
At one time, i'm here typing away with you.
Owh wow.... I just get to know someone new!

Then suddenly.... at the end of time, you're gone.
Like friggin magic, without a trace, a sign, a clue.

Owh wait, it saves our text We did talked
Owh wait, there's the call register. We did talked
Owh wait, the conversation was saves. We did talked

Next day.....
You're not there,
The next day....
I'm not there,
The next day....
We're back to technology!

Family Tree

i have this dream that we're all connected somehow, someway

I Think Not

Imagine if this world is an illusion.
What you see,
What you hear,
What you feel,
What you touch.

They're all just what you imagine.

When you close your eyes... it's all gone
When you close your ears... sound is none
When you shell yourself... you feel none.

Is what you feel real?
The love, hate, anger, sorrow, joy, laughter....
the world moves so fast we barely know what we really know.

A Walk To Remember

Are you trying to seduce me?

Why? Are you seducible?

*looks*

That's what i thought... Here goes a 2nd blanket!

Painfully Beautiful

today's a bad day... well actually yesterday but who gives a shit =.=

Painfully Beautiful.
I wonder how many actually understand this in one shot....

I like it when you kick me in the balls.
Sorry bee i don't know what was i thinking ;d

Do You Remember The Time?

MJ title. I like the music vid. full stop.

this is gonna make me sound old but i dont care.....

do you remember when i carried you for no apparent reason?

do you remember when we ran to the mall under the rain for my stupid mistake?

do you remember when we squeezed ourself in just to go to another open house?

do you remember when i surprised you and you jump like a friggin star?

do you remember when we sat at some corner just to talk?

do you remember when we have blue talk and love and pointed out "black" and "white" clouds?

do you remember when i held your shaky hand that was injected with fear?

do you remember when we shouted like we owned the world in that empty hall?

do you remember when we cried together because you stab me in the friggin heart and i stabbed you back?

do you remember when i carried you behind me as if we were brother and sister?

do you remember when i touched you and you said i had to marry you?

do you remember when i winked at random girls just for kicks?

do you remember when you commented on me wearing my socks high because it was hot and never commented on me wearing long sleeves?

do you remember when we sat around a squared table and i was wearing a friggin robe and some thought i was lost?

remember you wanted to be a sultan so i bought you my clothe just so you can wear for fun?

remember when i ask you about yourself and all you say is nothing?

remember when we just sang like there's no tomorrow?

remember when you breathe out coffee then i backed off a little?

remember when i tried to scare you but failed.... miserable because you were blur?

remember when i gave you a fake name when you first came?

remember when we spent just walking around the mall just the 2 of us like lovers?

remember when we spent time eating ice cream and with the night street lights from the dashing cars to accompany us?

remember when we played under that umbrella?

remember when we pretended that we were half naked at the pool when were actually at home?

remember when you randomly scolded me and suddenly said you felt good?

remember when we tried to prank call you by saying "i wanna fuck you"?

remember when we are the wide greens jumping and talking like it was the ultimate goal?

remember when i promise alot of shits but in the end it never came because of me too?

remember when you fell flat at the ice rink and you said my presence made you fall?

remember?.....
damn seriously i feel old

Silent Death

Sorry June but you got a rather weird title today ;p

Happy Birthday i wish to my friend June yesterday.
It was fun. I thank you for your concern for us malays ;p

Today is Benny's <==== hell yeah, i purposely benny. take that.

bye ;]

Thank You Letter

Dear Kate Nash,

If you somehow find this blog and heaven knows how, i wanna thank you. I love your songs. It always makes me smile though i'm alone. I imagine i look like a freak when i do that.

Your lyrics are bold and true. The beats fits them perfectly. And you're pretty ;p
(not the prettiest though. I'm sorry but i cannot bullshit just to make happy ;/)

Sincerely,
Ali
(i'd sign but i cant do that on the net)

They're More Than Words, They're Random 2

Thank you ;]

I'm gonna type more random bullshits.
Yay i guess....

A good thing can be bad if not moderated,
a bad thing can be good if moderated.

It's times like these that make me hate you for wasting my time to think about you.

Beautiful people only leaves beautiful pictures, but a beautiful soul leaves a beautiful history.

Life's a big adventure. So get up and get ready.

Before you hate of other's imperfection, look at the mirror

Forget the good deeds you've done, remember the sin to repent

Without sadness, the world doesn't seem so happy

Death makes life more beautiful

Love and death brings out the best of human nature

If I don't dream my dream, who will?

Be loud and proud. Those who hate them are jerks who don't understand of being themselves.

It is the imperfection of us human being that makes us perfect.

Now now, just because you don't like it doesn't mean it sucks.

If you go with the flow of the status quo, it shows how fake you are already.

if you think you got it bad, think again.

Everything has an opposite. With growing love there is a possible of growing hate. So be careful.

Have faith. It drives you towards your dream.

Dream = Something you want to do and not anybody else. Dream = Only by you
Dream =/= Controlled by others

Today wont come Tomorrow. So enjoy today as it was the first, the last you'll see because you can never know what Tomorrow would bring.

Ideas don't really come by thinking that much. It just comes like a rocket and goes away just like one. Like like like like.... BAAAAM!!!!

You're an idiot..... and i love you for that

We are not born equal. Each of us are born with different mind, talents and beauty. But some things are certain, we need each other and every life is equal.

I love you. Not just love fucking you. ;D



i have this feeling you guys would be surprised with the last one ;]

You Cannot Stop The Explosion Of Imagination

i wanted to say it to zhao but you damn fucker and kept on babbling =3=
its been awhile since i've blogged and i dont even know if anyone's still reading it.

Anyways i wanted to talk about imagination and ideas. Really cool.
I just watched Night At The Museum 2 and must i say it was rather average.
I'm sorry to those who loved the movie but i thought it was average and the jokes were overused. The story was just..... senseless. Sorry.

But i do love one thing. I love the idea. The core concept of things coming to life and clashes of history. That's nice. Clashes of history. There is a video game similar to that and god i love that game. Name's Dynasty Warriors. It's repetitive but seeing your people in history to dress up in traditional+modern costumes (which obviously the real one's dont wear) is nice.

Here's a little info on her. Though supposedly a fictional character and dont have that much historical involvement. I don't care. I just wanna show her dress ;p

Diao Chan was one of the Four Beauties of ancient China. She was said to have been born in 161 or 169 AD, depending on the source. However, unlike the other three beauties, she does not appear in any known historical writings, and is quite possibly a fictional character.

So then there's this other game that is based on Japanese history (owh the above mentioned was based on chinese). It's called Samurai Warriors. Then the company decided to put both of the games into one game with one of their own story. Granted the story sucks but the idea of history to clash is something i liked.

Pixar.
Always loved their movies. I watched every single one of them. I love how the story flowed and the concept is always nice. A Toy Story, Monster Inc, Wall-E, Ratatouie to name a few. The idea is really mind blowing.... well to me anyways.

I like 3D animation movie over actual ones. First thing is that i dont need to look at their acting ;p. Furthermore, it's fantasy. So anything can come and go. Nice. There's always a little limitation in actual acting but with technology these days they can go rather far. So for the up and coming movie "Monster VS Aliens", i just really liked the concept. Things people fear vs things people fear. There's always Monster movies. Then there's Alien movies. Then they just brilliantly thought of like "why not mash them both up together?!". Do note that i haven't watched the movie. I just loved the concept and i wanted to point it out ;p

So Rebecca said cartoons are for kids.... or something between those lines and i'm seriously offended D: OFFENDED!!! YEAH I PURPOSELY DID THAT!!!

Cartoons. Yeah sure most of them are targetted for kids but that doesn't mean adults can't watch them right? I'm sure a lot of people watched Spongebob. I like the idea, its such a lol. Water in a water. Makes no sense whatsover.


Haha, i would really like to have this toy.

I know i should've done it but i did. During exam (i don't remembered which) i just got carried away and drew on the extra test pad given. I drew Inspector Gadget, my style of drawing (anime-ish). I drew it because the day before I watched the show on Disney Channel cause i was bored.

It looked pretty great till Zhao smudged it. It was a rather big WTF to me because i liked the drawing. (Your name appeared twice Zhao! make it Thrice in my blog! wtf! D;)
Then i talked to Sylvia and Carmen about it. I dont know why i suddenly rememberd all this old stuffs we used to watch. I love Inspector Gadget's core idea. Actually i love Inspector Gadget. I'm sorry for sounding like a kid or something but i really do. A robot detective. Simple but so much can derive from it.



Robocop, and Back to the Future, Inspector Gadget, Dennis the Menace, Transformers blablabla. And yes Transformer is first a cartoon.

Therefore you have no goddamn right to say cartoons is for kids because then youre gonna say Transformers 2 : Revenge of the-i-dont-care-whatever-the-title-is is for for kids too when its not. And no, using "its a remake of a sort lar dammit" or "its rather adult" or "megan fox is inside" does not make a good excuse.



Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
I love this song. Awesome song. But when i heard its in Twilight i went "owh god" but i don't know why. =.=

And so just you guys know. The quote for Spiderman "with great powers, comes great responsibility" is actually from the narator. Yes, originally the narator said it. Not Peter Parker or his dying gramps. The narator. I don't know why but i feel like i must tell you guys. @_@

10 Reasons Why I Think Nights Are More Romantic Than Days

i suddenly thought of this when i stared out the sky during the day and star gaze at the night.

Why are nights more romantic and sexier?

1. Cause it makes you feel calmer.
2. Because sounds travels better during the night. Thus giving a better sound quality (wtf?) when you say all those cheesy lines.
3. Because the moon and stars makes it all better.
4. No one likes the heat when youre going all romantic.
5. Phone reception seems better at night... well my experience that is. Ok anyways, when the phone reception is better, you wont have to fear this to happen.

   Boy : Girl.... I.... I.... I really like you! Will you go out with me?!
   Girl : Wait what? Repeat that. I cant hear you. The phone reception is bad here.
   Boy : Damn.....

6. You can have more privacy. I mean like, you don't want your friends to see you dating the girl you like then suddenly go on like "eh boy! shy shy arr~" =.=
7. You can always see nicer views at nights. All those lights in the city and stars at night.
8. The mood is better at night. simple.
9. most people sleep so you can be sure those little secrets all kept well
   
10. you dont need 10 reason really ;]
    

The Past Seemed Better In A Way

so cool and freaky at the same time.
i like abba though theyre old cause their music cant be found on this modern age.

I like those Baroque periods where days seems slow and love was the most beautiful thing of all.
When dances goes on, the sway of the puffy skirt is rather enchanting.
Every step you take is well syncing the dancer's heart.
Music that need no lyrics to reflect the soul.
When being sophisticated is the way to go.
Gentleman are proud to strut on without being called "snob".
When romance was going over borders without a care.
When walks seems like the best idea.
When nature is the best companion for a cup of tea.
When the grand performance is something you dont really watch, rather feel.

God how i wish i can live in those times.
But that shall stay a dream.

Moments Of Silence

There are moments which i choose to be silent.

For the better,
or worse,
For the ugly,
or the beautiful.
For the enchantment,
or the disappointment.
Dare i not guess.
It makes around you pops a little question.
These questions show care.
Appreciate it or not, its up to the individual.

These Moments Of Silence are when you think the most.
When you wonder,
When you ponder,
When you reminisce,
When you envy,
When you won
When you're defeated.

For whatever reason there is only you know.
To solve the questions raised and nurtured by memories
are the hardest. People wonder of the answer but
are blinded and not see there the answer... was none.

When you look back, all you see is what written in a history book.
A book right there in your heart.
When you thought of the "answer", you'll come to realise
they were never "answer" but "dreams".

But when the Moment Of Silence ends,
all you want to do is talk and let it crack.
Never to be fix or so you thought.

Sometimes i wonder myself....
"Why the hell did i make this post?"
but i wont take it back.
hate it for i care.
its just an opinion from a man.
an ordinary man.

In Love Again and Again

I have decided.
This little comic strips are gonna be called
"Tales of The Unknown Man"

Owh just to remind you guys,
there isn't any story telling in it.
Theyre more like story showing.

Means you have to interpret it of what
he's going trough or thinking. There. Done.
So this one is really easy but i like it.
Made in agama class. Who'd guess i can
get ideas from there.

All done with mechanical pencil and paper.
No ink so its not as clear but still good enough.

Productive

I feel rather productive these days....
And not only one writing form,
it goes long to the body and soul.

Theres an awful lot of plan stirring in my head.
And all i'm missing is one step.
Execution.

I'm liking what i'm thinking.
Now all i want to do is meet me.
But thats impossible.... Dont you wanna meet you?

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"Does J.K.Rowling publish half of her book? >:E"
"When it leaked on the internet.... ;p"
"Ahahaha. good answer"
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"Lets walk down the street till the rise of the sun as if we own it ;D"
"I prefer the aircond ;]"
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"The cheesier you are...."
The cheesier you are, the hornier you get ;]"
"ahahaha"
"hahahaha"
"ahahaha. ahahaha. ahahaha. ahahaha"
"tape recorder"
"hahahaha"
"D:"
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-Night-
"why good morning dear"
"hahaha. are you in america or something?"
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"so what about it?"
"how if the oven burst and the school burned down? D:"
"what kind of crazy thinking is that? lol ;D"
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I like writing random little quotes now...
Its very..... umm...... memory-ish thingy.
The one that know them will laugh with me.
The one that understand will smile.
The one that dont get it will ignore.
kthxbai

Enviromental Year (YEAR!!!)

That is why this year it's going to be slightly different . Instead of the good old Environmental Week , we the Student Council decided to bring you ....

Environmental Year !

So if you're a Sri Garden student , do help to spread the word by copying and pasting this post to your very own blog or just the picture above would do . =)

This has been a message from the
Public Relations Director of
Student Council '09 ,

Olivia Tan .

You guys are lucky because you can do that one thing i cant

Images here are not mine.
But its so cool i have to show them



"Hahaha, you know I can imagine you saying this"
"is that good?"
"well i guess, you make other's life more interesting so yes i suppose"
Well it goes something like that.
Hey! i suck at memorizing >_>

There's one thing i always wanted to do but do i will never.
Its something only you guys can do and i've always wanted to do it.
I've wanted to do since i was concious about the world.
Thats like..... years man. years and i know i can never do it in my lifetime.

That is.... To meet me,
to know me,
to hate me,
to love me,
to dive into my soul,
into my heart.

I wanna meet myself, i seriously do.
I wonder how it feels like to know me instead of being me.
Get what i mean?
Kinda hard to swallow huh?
Doesnt matter ;p

I love this thing. Its so cool. Lucky i found it ;]
"Music reflects the soul"
"When i play the song"
"The song shows you"
;]

The Future In My Eyes - Malaysia

i'm gonna go be an oldman and say whatever i want to say on my blog.
if you hate reading then you can go away cause it might get a little long ;]

In this country, Malaysia. The so called awesome country where all the races live peacefully and not much fight between them really happen. Now i would like to ask, what kind of bullshit is that? Is our nation really a country that does not care about the race? Well the government seems to think so but as a citizen, i know this statement is false.

Martin Luther King once said that "I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character." I shall requote that into my own sentence. A dream that this country shall not be what America are in the past. A country full seperation between the races by an invisible wall.

"I have a dream that my grandchildren will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by malay, chinese, nor indian. But by the content of their character."

Though i know some might argue, but the fact that we live by racism is undeniably the truth. A specialization for the bumiputeras and malays? is that proof enough? The country does not even allow other races to elect a non-malay to be Prime Minister. To be a prime minister, you have to be either malay or bumiputeras. Ok yeah, government, you obviously love the other races, really. kthxbai. Our areas of where we live is usually seperated by the races. Seriously what were they thinking? I go to Johor and i can see chinese houses in a row and malay houses on another row. Really now.

In my honest opinion, the other races is just not given enough chances to show their true abilities. I'm in a school full of malays before, and another school full of chinese. Their positives i see are obviously like heaven and earth. Why not give them a chance to shine too? Because the government LOVES malays. Why? i donno, because we are the "true blood" of Malaysia? Bullshit. The orang asli are and I still dont see why we get the special shit and not the chinese nor indians.

Did they not play a role in helping the country to obtain "merdeka" too? Furthermore the stuffs we most proud of and always comes first when we talk about the good things about malaysia. Multiracial. Whenever i hear that, my mind will automatically say "yeah right". The little movement of making the subject into BM is stupid. It's only beneficial to the malays. Not the chinese nor indians who worked their ass off to master english. Now it should be the malay's turn to work our ass off to master english. Seriously what were they thinking? Such a weak excuse.

Remember HINDRAF? Well here's a little recap of what they demanded.

1. End 50 years of violations of the Malaysian Federal Constitution.

2. Try to End Racism, Islamic extremism and Malay privileges on the 50th year golden jubilee celebrations of Malaysian independence.

3. Call for affirmative action plans for all poor Malaysians including ethnic minority Indians.

4. All 523 Tamil schools to be made fully aided government schools.

5. All the aforesaid to e handled directly by the UMNO-controlled government and for UMNO to stop playing politics through the "Mandore" (Supervisor) system by abdicating Indian problems to the MIC.

6. 20% of the government top most level posts are reserved for the Indians for the next 15 years.

7. The UMNO-controlled government makes public and is transparent on all the the aforesaid affirmative action plan including specifying the Indian beneficiaries thereto.

8. Stop the indiscriminate and unconstitutional demolitions of Hindu temples.

9. Stop the victimization and direct discrimination by the Police and all other state authorities of the Indians.

10. The UMNO-controlled government forms with immediate effect a Royal Commission of Inquiry into the Kampung Medan mini genocide.

11. All homeless Malaysians are to be provided affordable homes and not low-cost flats by law.

12. A Race Relations Commission Act and an Equal Opportunities Commission Act to be enacted to end direct discrimination and racism in both the public and private sectors.

13. A minimum of 20 opposition members of parliament are elected exclusively by the Indian community to represent their interest at the highest political level.

14. Appeal to refer Malaysia to the world court and international criminal court for crimes against it’s own ethnic minority Indians.

Don't misunderstand me, i'm not supporting them. They obviously distrupt the peace in malaysia and i dont blame them. However, some of their points show that there is still a lot of racism in our country. Imagine if the chinese or indians never came here. This would would really be another Indonesia (no offense, really). But still they are treated unfairly, seriously.

America has always been the perfect example in terms of racism stuffs (its a praise btw). The African-American Civil Rights (1955-1968) That my friend would be when the black people (no offense) raises up and stand their ground to get their fair share on the land named America. and you know what? they won.

Now theres like black people and white people in the MTV Top 10. Some become really good politicians. Some are really good sportsman. You cant really see the racism in it anymore especially when Obama was elected. I can't say that everyone there isn't a racist anymore, but it just shows how racism how much can racism really go. Low low below.

I will hope and pray that one day this country's party shall not be devided by the race nor the religion. The idea of making this country into an Islamic country is stupid. Doesn't that goes againts whatever that make us special? Multiracial, multireligion. I swear to god, your god and whoevers god that i will not support any of the parties until the "right" party pops out.

Owh and dont believe a shit about Palestine being overtaken and we shouldnt support them. Thats so stupid, if you "super religious" dumbass supports that, then stop using your goddamn cars. Stop eating those round Panadol pills when you get sick. Hell stop using the ambulance and see how far can this country live. You disgrace the actual meaning of Islam you dumbass. There is never written in the Quran that Allah will love you when you do that.

Infact, i'm gonna complain about the Islamic religioun in this country and i dont give a damn about you goddamned opinion (unless i REALLY am wrong). The Islam never thought us to hate the other race nor religion. We were never thought to look down on other religion at all. Nada. Nilch. Zip. Thus, the big flaw in this country is really the religion. If youre malay, you have to be Islam. Yeah really helpful. Definitely help this country to be a better place..... NOT!

When the idea of making this country into an islamic country came into me (in other words, when i first know what PAS wants to do) all i thought was "this must be the dumbest idea... period." Whats gonna happen to the other religion? Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism, Koreanism (look, i dont know what kind of religion the koreans are ok? >_>) and so forth. If that were to happen, I'd seriously migrate because i dont wanna live in a country that is a must to be Islam. Thats so dull. Infact, i enjoy hearing a little about christianity and buddhism from time to time. quoted DS, even the Iraq (i think it was Iraq) dont make Islam a must, some of them turn christian.

Yeah ok i think i should stop there. I feel a little light hearted now after complaining this. tata.

The Burning Passion! - Sports!

i know i should have said this a long time ago....
IUDay 09 is da real shit.

ok lets move on.
yeah sports day.
Huzzah! green house got 3rd and thus broke the loser's history
But lets go back a little in time shall we?

so like.... they were all decorating.
Red House's (no i'm not being mean... ok maybe i am)
banner kinda screwed up our school floor. The lighting got stuck
on the floor... so my brilliant mind came up with a brilliant idea!

isnt that awesome?! ;D

so then i suddenly remembered this something from blue house.
So with their support... lets just say our imagination just ran a little wild...


;D

awesome pic. our last view of the stadium.... maybe when i become a parent
then i'll come back....

i'm so gonna show my kids my blog cause its just that awesome ;D

Earth Hour Failed

thank you malaysia for being selfless frigging idiots

http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/972706/+200

"Earth Hour in Malaysia failed yesterday. Various areas were lighting up fireworks after 1 hour has passed. Sigh..."

wtf is wrong with you malaysia? you dont go frigging celebrate an enviromental thing with firework! wtf?

you should never celebrate it in the first place. whats there to celebrate?
its just one little event and that aint gonna save the world.
Guess malaysia was never meant for this enviromental thing.
I'm moving to New Zealand next time. They got cows running all over there >_>

DS is right. You dissapointed me malaysia with your shaky video cam of klcc going off in youtube.
On the contrary, look at my awesome flowers ;D

one point for nature!

Blocked

I'm liking this

Spread It Out

my new layout.
is it ok?

look now i can use yellow font and you can like totally see it! ;D

you know what i think i kinda miss the way i used to blog. its so
weird and funny. owh yes youre gonna read yellow till the end of
this post and to be honest i cant see what i'm typiing so any
misspelling is not gonna be noticed by me but knowing how
awesome i am at typing i doubt that'll happen ;D

When You Just Cant

I have no idea why did i decided to do this... hmm....
It just came to mind when i saw this blog
stickgal.blogspot.com

Action speaks louder than words,
A picture shows a thousand words,
So generally you should not use words.....
man i suck >_>
and i hate myself >_>

They're More Than Words, They're Random

I'm gonna type random bullshits now.
doesn't matter if it makes sense to you or not.
I think some will but i don't care.
I honestly like some of them. Read on if you're bored ;D

Sometime the truth will bring forth tragedy however it is greater tragedy to avert your eyes from the truth - Miles Edgeworth

I'm sorry because i hate you for making me liking you.

Why do it for money? Do it for your dream!

Life is just a kicking point. Sprint till the end.

He hates himself for not knowing him.

Nosy or caring? how do you know which is which?

Bio cant explain love, therefore i don't give a shit to it.

Who's actually normal? You or me?

If this world is a video game, i bet everyone is on the same level.

Need for speed thought me how to drive. So why is video games so bad again?

There is no such thing as the perfect world, its just something in your mind.

Love?..... how complicating.

When you thought someone got it good, think again.

Sweet revenge brings nothing but sour defeat.

Owh wow, you're actually thinking!

What the shit? i don't care cause it does not follow my logic.

I never try, therefore i never fail. I also never succeed.

When you're confused, you just go for it.

That ring's pretty, but it ain't for me.

I've don't nothing yet, that's why I'm starting something.

If they don't come to you, you come to them! Then they'll come to you!

I smile for the better or worst.

I didn't act, never did. It just came naturally like dust.

Don't think! Follow the heart because it's more you!

I'm not blinded, that's why I'm less tense.

Jealousy doesn't kill me, it drives me better.

When you think you're better, you're wrong because that's only your thought.

It ain't being a bitch. Its telling the truth.

What you see is not what you know.

You say so but you did not do so. Therefore your statement does not not prove me you can do so.

First impression is everything. It's gonna be drilled into someone else's head.

Money can't buy me things that the eyes cannot see.

I don't care what they think for i am just being myself. If they don't like it, then they're fake.

Believe it or not, i expected the unexpected.

We're like the bricks. Alone we are weak, together we are strong.

Love's like Hawaii on Israel. Its war and paradise at the same time

Saving the world in 60 minutes

"If you care about earth, you click the switch"



You can click that switch there in case you dont know.

coolist shit ever.
I never knew they did this annually. Thats so cool D:
Switch off those damn lights thats not used on 28th March 09.
You'll earn my respect if you do cause most human beings now
cant even stand living with no electricity....
No offense... wait no, scratch that. OFFENSE!!!

Though i'd love to do this, but i'm going IU Night :/
but then again, its like i'm switching off my light too :D

Think ladies and gents. The earth is just awesome.

We live on her, but we abuse her.
She provided us shelter, but we just hurt her.
She provided us food, but we just pollute her.
She provided us land, but we just ruin it.
When did we ever try to help her?
To repay her of her kindness?
To repay her of her love?
To repay her of her tolerence?
To repay her of what she had done to us?
Owh mother earth.

The earth is like an lonely island.
We live on it,
We cant leave it,
So what happen if we pollute it?
What happen if we ruin it?
Nowhere to go, nowhere to run.

I know theres the great idea of going to mars,
but leaving earth just to save our skin?
My heart's broken for that (like seriously) ;[

Think of the beautiful flowers.....
Of the wonderful beasts....
Of the breathtaking views....
Of the mysterious unexplored lands....

Think ladies and gentleman. THINK!
Are you gonna leave all these just for your own selfish desire?
Those clothes, the sparkling lights, the cool indoor air...
Please say you wont....

Ladies and gentleman....
I know i'm ranting but i just love earth.
Cant get enough of it ;D
Thanks for readings anyways.
Omg at the words D:

Of Chocolate, Cookies & Cream. With a little Music on top

So i went to eat with president.
Funniest shit happened. Star jump lol.
(i'm still laughing thinking of it)

Then came Sylvia and Mich.
Penubuhan geng ampang.
(eat shit Cheras gang >_>)

Then i accidently met the king ;>

Somehow it made me happy... but in a whole different way ;>
Though its just a spontaneous hangout ;>
i'm happy still ;>



Of Chocolate, Cookies and Creams.
With a little music ;>

Ahh... Life

In The Tree Of Life,
i tried to go over every root and leaves,
i ran and ran to places i never imagine,
but in the end i went nowhere....

ahh... life.... its just too awesome

My Whatnots On Cloning

Cloning...
It was a dream for mankind, and that dream may or may
not come true. What exactly is cloning? Reproduction of
something with the exact same characteristics.

Cloning has appeared in a lot of stories and whatnot and
had been a big issue when somebody say "I did human cloning!"

Tree has been "cloning" through out all this time....
Cut a part of the branch, (well for some)
Put in on the ground,
Wait for it to germinate,
years later you wont even know which one is the original one.
(unless you check the tree rings that is)

And not that recently, Animal cloning is proven possible too.
Dolly, the name of the first cloned animal. A sheep.
Now preserved in some museum in Scotland.
The first..... now if animals can be cloned, (well, sheeps to be precise)
What are the possibilities of human cloning?
Pretty high if you ask my opinion.

Actually.....
In my opinion, human cloning has happened "naturally".
Identical twins. Fine, theyre not actually cloning but
having someone that looks the same, acts the same and moves
the same way as you..... sounds like cloning to me
(of course i dont actually call it cloning. I'll be damned if theyre hot ;D)

Ok lets imagine this,
Since the day you were born, you have a twin sis/bro.
He acts like you, moves like you, and thinks like you.
S/He's probably your best friend because of the same thing
you do and be able to do.
Then one day.... s/he's gone.....
Then you parents say,
"its ok hun, s/he's actually just a clone".
How would you react?

When you clone somebody.... would you consider
that clone.... human? In the situation i just asked
you to imagine is where the clone has been "human"
the whole time, when you suddenly knew s/he is not
human.... how would you react at the time?

Did you know that there is actually law to prevent human
cloning already, though its not proven possible yet?
I honestly think that cloning should be allowed, however
it must be controlled.
However, i dissaprove of cloning the human till the bones.
I'm talking about organ cloning really.

Medications can improve so much more because of cloning.
More experiments can be carried out,
New cures might be able to be discovered
and finding another organ for surgeries wont be so hard.
The heart or lungs for example.

Hmm.... I'm thinking... what if the moms wanted twins?
Shall cloning be the answer? Or maybe like dolly, clone "naturally"
Cloning is inhuman. I agree to that. But if theyre since birth?....
I'd honestly say otherwise.

I might sound stupid typing this out without actually know
the science behind cloning and all. This is just but an opinion from
some 17 year old teen.

Its an Interact thing

International Understanding Day 2009
Date: 28 March 2009
Time: 6.30pm-9.30pm
Venue: Sri Garden's School Hall
Entrance Fee: rm11 (if purchase earlier it will be rm10)
Dinner: 1901 hotdog
Dress Code: Smart Casual

for further information, contact: Lee Hua Min (0172366813) or Carmen Au (0123176905)

PS: Please help the Sri Garden Interact Club to spread the word.

the blog : http://sginteract.blogspot.com/

I'm not involved directly or indirectly so dont find me.
I'm just promoting it.

You should come, they have friggin 1901 for dinna D:

Evolution - My Phone

Me first phone, arr. Pretty small and fits into me hand just nice
(well what phone doesnt?) Truth be told, its me mom's phone
its second hand to me. Arr







Arr.... me 2nd phone and pretty much me's favourite.
The flicking is so addictive, me just cant stop moving me fingers
just for fun. Ai but it broke cause of me being cuai.
Arr, real good seadog there. Yet again, its me mom's phone and
2nd handed to me. Yarr the good old days







Yes, it is me's phone. Just for a day though.
Again, it's me mom's phone however it really never
sticked to me. (well its only one day after all)
Kinda cute and weird at the same time.
Curses them who laugh at me.









SPARTA!!!!!









And this is my new phone. This time however its not
2nd hand so its actually my first time buying myself a phone.
Though i lost the addictive flicking thing, the camera will
probably be suffice... for now maybe >_>

Lets pray this one lasts longer than the others due to me

I'm happy, I'm weak, I should sleep, but i did not

I watched a musical theater with President, Sylvia, Jon and Viv.
Glad i say that it was awesome *smile emoticon*
Though i was "tricked" about the price (it was about... lets see... 10x more?!)
at first, regardless i did not regret it and happy still.
In fact, i'd hope there'd be more in the future *wink emoticon*

i just love that one little scene with bubbles D:<

Yay ampang gang, screw cheras *Dee double dot emoticon*

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Rhyming time.
Japanese came and yay to them,
We flutter around from eight to ten,
Preparing stalls with food on them,
It wasnt easy, it aint pretend.

We gave out food like it was lunch,
We grew tired till we all hunch,
(well it isnt true really, but i didnt have anything to rhyme it >_>)
The japanese liked the food we gave,
But the real surprise was more malaysians came.

aya so tired, i should sleep but its only 10.30.....

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Poet time.
I sat there, at the corner of my room,
waiting, wanting something to happen,
But happen it did not,
Waiting some more would not help,
It would not benefit me nor the time that pass.

With "will" i go on the vehicle on 2,
going around with a destination of none,
should i make a call to join my journey?
neigh i did not.

Off i go in the middle of the road,
crap i think they blow for being slow,
with music in my ears, i care none.
and at the first stop, pink sighty tools was mine.

i cycled and cycled till i reached at the Point,
i stopped and pondered, shall i call yet again?
neigh i did not and i cycled through.
Slowly, towards the destination to infinity.

i cycled and cycled till past time flies,
i watched from afar and let my mind flew,
towards that dreamland that i left behind.

At last my stop had a destination,
as i found that my destination of infinty has ended.

Up there on top of mother nature,
i ponder and ponder with book in my hand,
i realize how awesome it was,
that an increadible thing is always near home.

i laughed again and smiled,
strange might i look, but happy still i am.

I know right! I'll definitely be rich!

Tch, anyways i'm kinda pissed off here because of how
this year at school its mostly about academics.

"We balance education and koko"
pffffffffft. Bullshit. You cancelled our fun,
almost cancelled IFF, and keep on talking and talking
about academics and how this academics will be
the most important aspect in our lives.

Whats the main topic actually? its quiet long so
hang on to your seats.

"Academics can definitely help me with life. Yeeeeeeeeees, its because people who fails academics shall fail life. Why? because we're that stupid"

I'm sorry to say ladies and gentleman but i dont believe academics
is everything. Yeah its important i agree, but to see it as a road
to the success of life? Yeah you should check reality.

Academics is important? definitely. Why? Because we want to be advanced.
Co-curiculum is important? Yes but not too much. Why? because academics more important.

Bullshit you bullshitter. I refuse to believe so.

Smartass A : Hey look! i got a 9000 "A's" in my SPM! I can do anything!
Smartass B : Can you cook with your the recipes you memorized?
Smartass A : Err... no...
Smartass B : Can you play sports with all the science behind them?
Smartass A : Well... no but-
Smartass B : Can you build something out of nothing with what you learned?
Smartass A : Well-
Smartass B : Can you play a music instrument with what you studied?
Smartass A : Umm.....
Smartass B : Can you plant a garden as well as those farmers?
Smartass A : ......
Smartass B : Are you gonna raise your kids like what the books say?
Smartass A : If its for the best!
Smartass B : The best for whom? You or the kid?

Well the point of the little convo is just to show that jsut because
you know how to do it is not the same as you can do it. I can study
on how to fix a radio but can i really fix one if i dont even know
how to start?
Experience counts you know. A farmer who doesnt have that much
knowledge can plant better than a scholar who learns about plants
but never even garden once.

I for now and forever dont believe that academics is everything.
If you believe so, youre just that boring in my book.

You say its for the road to success and money making? Well think again.
Are you gonna say that every single job in this world require academics?
You can still be successful without much academics.
What you need to know is how to get it around.

Body building, Chefs, Singer, Musician, Writer, Artist, Toymaker,
Advertiser. There's so many more but i'm just too lazy to type it out.
What're you gonna say to them?

"owh theyre not THAT succesful. See academics still rules"

Owh really?
Gordon Ramsay, Beatles, Lego, Disney, and Nintendo.
What're you gonna say to them?

See this is why i dont blindly study like shit.
Though after saying all this, it is just my opinion.
If your opinion is different, so be it.

Three Cheers For Five Years

I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you
I had in you

To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now
against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see us not you and me
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering
an offering
To late, I'm sure
and lonely
another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now
against me
You know the words, so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as, you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now, remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight

How does he feel, how does he kiss
(let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)

How does he taste while he's on your lips
(let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)

How does he feel, how does he kiss
(Repeats in background:let's sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side)

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forget you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forgive you
I know you want me to want you I want to


I like this song however i take the meaning in a different way.
I thank you for putting music back to my heart

:'>

"Mayday Parade - Three Cheers For Five Years"