the joy is in my hand.
We are no born happy, we use happiness to avoid sadness
Wednesday, December 31
The New Year ;D
Wednesday, December 31
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if you msn with me a lot, youd know how awesome my ;D is
the joy is in my hand.
We are no born happy, we use happiness to avoid sadness
the joy is in my hand.
We are no born happy, we use happiness to avoid sadness
Monday, December 29
Resolution (yes, its different)
Monday, December 29
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December, the climax of things, good and bad.
Though honestly i never liked December.
Other than Christmas and the month that
a lot of gatherings are made.... nothing else
makes me liking December.
Its always so saddening..... Crap. I'm crapping.
I cant help the people who is saddened because of
the reaper.... for that i'm sad myself....
bad memories are coming back....
Ok to the main reason of this post!
Tag, its all Jiyn's idea =3=
Rules
1. Write your new year resolution
2. There must be at least 4
3. Tag at least one others
Resolutions
1. Stand on a glass floor for 5 minutes or run on them for 30 sec
(so? i'm scared standing on them)
2. Do more sports
(pfft, i doubt it but i'll make them happen)
3. swear less
(well i did it last year, so now for a further upgrade!)
4. more traveling!
(well, if i'm lucky)
5. improve my arts
(shouldn't be too tough...)
6. know the difference between quite and quiet
(I always spell the latter one...)
7. play my guitar again
(gotta find myself a good song first...)
8. stand up straight
(hit me if i slouch!)
9. study more
(if you guys notice, its on no.6 cause i hate studying >_>)
I tag everyone there is to be tagged.
Do this tag if you love me!
(ugh, saying that makes me sick. Like... opening expired sardine cans)
signing out
Though honestly i never liked December.
Other than Christmas and the month that
a lot of gatherings are made.... nothing else
makes me liking December.
Its always so saddening..... Crap. I'm crapping.
I cant help the people who is saddened because of
the reaper.... for that i'm sad myself....
bad memories are coming back....
Ok to the main reason of this post!
Tag, its all Jiyn's idea =3=
Rules
1. Write your new year resolution
2. There must be at least 4
3. Tag at least one others
Resolutions
1. Stand on a glass floor for 5 minutes or run on them for 30 sec
(so? i'm scared standing on them)
2. Do more sports
(pfft, i doubt it but i'll make them happen)
3. swear less
(well i did it last year, so now for a further upgrade!)
4. more traveling!
(well, if i'm lucky)
5. improve my arts
(shouldn't be too tough...)
6. know the difference between quite and quiet
(I always spell the latter one...)
7. play my guitar again
(gotta find myself a good song first...)
8. stand up straight
(hit me if i slouch!)
9. study more
(if you guys notice, its on no.6 cause i hate studying >_>)
I tag everyone there is to be tagged.
Do this tag if you love me!
(ugh, saying that makes me sick. Like... opening expired sardine cans)
signing out
Saturday, December 27
Under The Scarlet Sun
Saturday, December 27
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under the scarlet sun,
it shines and burns,
it burns with happiness,
it burns diligently.
the black part of the heart,
blocking that scarlet sun,
knowing not to accept,
but to throw and run.
have it not understand?
it is pain.
what is there to ask?
that is pain.
can it bleach the black?
helping the downed heart,
but forgetting the mirrored self.
owh how the world turns and leaves none...
it shines and burns,
it burns with happiness,
it burns diligently.
the black part of the heart,
blocking that scarlet sun,
knowing not to accept,
but to throw and run.
have it not understand?
it is pain.
what is there to ask?
that is pain.
can it bleach the black?
helping the downed heart,
but forgetting the mirrored self.
owh how the world turns and leaves none...
Friday, December 26
Resolution
Friday, December 26
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hmmhmm
i know everyone knows what are these.
And i'm pretty sure most dont do them >_>
i ask you guys make one... NOW!!!!
I'm not sure why but i find making resolutions are fun.
Jiyn says
"It's always nice to aim for something"
hmmhmm. I totally agree to that.
so... make one!!!! do them, its like a self upgrade thing. @_@
Ask your friend to bitch slap you if you break your resolutions.
Pain is the best medicine. lololololol
thats all for now
I got 10 in mind. i'll add more when i thought of more.
yohohohoho. It can be silly really so i recommend you
guys make one yourself!
signing out
i know everyone knows what are these.
And i'm pretty sure most dont do them >_>
i ask you guys make one... NOW!!!!
I'm not sure why but i find making resolutions are fun.
Jiyn says
"It's always nice to aim for something"
hmmhmm. I totally agree to that.
so... make one!!!! do them, its like a self upgrade thing. @_@
Ask your friend to bitch slap you if you break your resolutions.
Pain is the best medicine. lololololol
thats all for now
I got 10 in mind. i'll add more when i thought of more.
yohohohoho. It can be silly really so i recommend you
guys make one yourself!
signing out
Wednesday, December 24
Its Called Privacy....
Wednesday, December 24
0
Story? Short one, no intentions what so ever.
I know i've been writing them...
a lot of them. Holy crap i cant believe it myself.
Owh shut up.... Just shut up no more.... Damn this is unlucky.
Nononono. What the hell has happen? A good friends of mine,
like a quiet nut that suddenly burst out an awesome goodness.
It's a good change.... NOT!
Quiet she was, now? The girl that has all the goods. Gossip, rumors,
urban legends? Ask her. She knows it all. But thats the problem really.
We're such good friends when she was quiet. Well we still are actually.
We shared secrets, a LOT of secrets. I trusted her truly and she does
too.... But now? Aiaiai.... I just dont feel safe.
Our little talks together, she'll tell them to everyone. Even the smallest
like that i have a cat. I'm okay with that.... but not ones that i told and
trusted her with all my heart. She has no bad intentions i know, but it
is called privacy with a reason.
She started to share the things that i only tell her. Eventually even the
crush i had on know that i had a crush on her. I need to change her. Not back
to the quiet girl, but for a better change....
I'll stop there for now.
Signing out
I know i've been writing them...
a lot of them. Holy crap i cant believe it myself.
Owh shut up.... Just shut up no more.... Damn this is unlucky.
Nononono. What the hell has happen? A good friends of mine,
like a quiet nut that suddenly burst out an awesome goodness.
It's a good change.... NOT!
Quiet she was, now? The girl that has all the goods. Gossip, rumors,
urban legends? Ask her. She knows it all. But thats the problem really.
We're such good friends when she was quiet. Well we still are actually.
We shared secrets, a LOT of secrets. I trusted her truly and she does
too.... But now? Aiaiai.... I just dont feel safe.
Our little talks together, she'll tell them to everyone. Even the smallest
like that i have a cat. I'm okay with that.... but not ones that i told and
trusted her with all my heart. She has no bad intentions i know, but it
is called privacy with a reason.
She started to share the things that i only tell her. Eventually even the
crush i had on know that i had a crush on her. I need to change her. Not back
to the quiet girl, but for a better change....
I'll stop there for now.
Signing out
Wednesday, December 17
Free Land!
Wednesday, December 17
0
*audience claps*
hey folks how are you doing.
on the 12th, i went to bangkok which is in thailand.
notice the title? alrighty, its time to use that unused
brain of yours for simple maths
Thai = Free
Land = well... Land
Thus,
Thai+Land = Thailand = Free Country
Bet you didnt know that huh?
well if you do just shut up and let me sound smart for once.
Anyways, Bangkok is quite nice.... well for shopping
I honestly never knew it was so advanced. I mean, yeah i knew
it was advanced but not THAT advanced.
Anyways the trip is right after Carmen's and during prom.
so i didnt go prom, meh doesnt matter. Next year would be a lot better
and as others says, more proper.
anyways, the plane was due to Bangkok at 6.00am so we got there at 5.00am
and i got up at 4.00am... not bad huh
it's a 2 hours trip from LCCT and i didnt even notice time flew really.
I was there listening to music then BAM! the attendance crew ask me stop my music.
The airport.... well nothing to say about it since its not that attractive >_>
First thing we do when we got there is get our room and straight to shopping.
My Cousins + Siblings, our hotel was right beside the train which is quiet
convenient.... Or so we thought. You better off in the taxi if youre
in a big group (mine was 9) cause it wouldve been cheaper.
Getting around Bangkok isnt that hard since their public transport
is quiet excellent.
Bangkok doesnt have much to offer in terms of culture and tradition and
the shops are mostly for the ladies (clothes, shoes, bags, blablabla)
The gundams there are owh my god >_>
its like double the price of ours in Malaysia
but you guys dont care do you?
Owh the people there is quiet friendly, they greet you like anytime everywhere.
So thats a plus too i guess. I honestly didnt know that the Siamese looks like
chinese.... i thought they had more of a malay or indon look but i was wrong.
They mostly look like Chinese. I couldve been fooled.
A performance i saw at the mall "Siam Paragon".
Cant really see them? Wear glasses >_>
Yohohoho, the violist is quite attractive.
And yes Steve, i'm pretty sure this one never had sex change.
The next day we went on a boat trip which honestly wasnt
very interesting.... but great sights of the locals though.
The village is of course, on water similarly to what we have
here in Malaysia.
Owh, I almost forgot. They have one.... err... ethnic(?)
that I find quiet interesting. The day you were born is important.
Each day has a their own color ... I'll list them out
Sunday - Red
Monday - Yellow (^^)
Tuesday - Pink
Wednesday - Green
Thursday - Orange (@_@)
Friday - Blue
Saturday - Purple (>_>)
They put it on their car plates, write their name on them, etc.etc cause
they believe if they dont, misfortunes would happen. So you can see
dudes wearing green if their birthday is on the Wednesday.
Mine is green.... i like green... but i like yellow more T-T
ahh well.... YAY COLOURS!!!
Owh we went to Chatuchak. Its like a market that is full of stuffs...
Mostly tee's though
tadaa~~ see what i bought there, weird stuffs!
my cousin laughed at it though cause it looks like cereal.
>_> thanks a lot but i love it none the less.
Too bad i lost my Japan =_="
Owh, you can also see random elephants on the street of Bangkok
Last day, we went to the floating market, the thing that makes
Thailand special to the world. It's not in Bangkok however. But,
there was one in Bangkok around 30 years ago. It's no more now.
So If you guys wanna see the Floating Market, you have to take a taxi
there, its a 2 hours drive from Bangkok.
"Arr, we're gonna raid the street marker. I mean market"
hmm... nice view really... but no tech stuffs =3=
pfft
well then i left and reached home around.... 9 or 8...
yeah it was nice.
so i hope youd enjoy Bangkok too
signing out
hey folks how are you doing.
on the 12th, i went to bangkok which is in thailand.
notice the title? alrighty, its time to use that unused
brain of yours for simple maths
Thai = Free
Land = well... Land
Thus,
Thai+Land = Thailand = Free Country
Bet you didnt know that huh?
well if you do just shut up and let me sound smart for once.
Anyways, Bangkok is quite nice.... well for shopping
I honestly never knew it was so advanced. I mean, yeah i knew
it was advanced but not THAT advanced.
Anyways the trip is right after Carmen's and during prom.
so i didnt go prom, meh doesnt matter. Next year would be a lot better
and as others says, more proper.
anyways, the plane was due to Bangkok at 6.00am so we got there at 5.00am
and i got up at 4.00am... not bad huh
it's a 2 hours trip from LCCT and i didnt even notice time flew really.
I was there listening to music then BAM! the attendance crew ask me stop my music.
The airport.... well nothing to say about it since its not that attractive >_>
First thing we do when we got there is get our room and straight to shopping.
My Cousins + Siblings, our hotel was right beside the train which is quiet
convenient.... Or so we thought. You better off in the taxi if youre
in a big group (mine was 9) cause it wouldve been cheaper.
Getting around Bangkok isnt that hard since their public transport
is quiet excellent.
Bangkok doesnt have much to offer in terms of culture and tradition and
the shops are mostly for the ladies (clothes, shoes, bags, blablabla)
The gundams there are owh my god >_>
its like double the price of ours in Malaysia
but you guys dont care do you?
Owh the people there is quiet friendly, they greet you like anytime everywhere.
So thats a plus too i guess. I honestly didnt know that the Siamese looks like
chinese.... i thought they had more of a malay or indon look but i was wrong.
They mostly look like Chinese. I couldve been fooled.
A performance i saw at the mall "Siam Paragon".
Cant really see them? Wear glasses >_>
Yohohoho, the violist is quite attractive.
And yes Steve, i'm pretty sure this one never had sex change.
The next day we went on a boat trip which honestly wasnt
very interesting.... but great sights of the locals though.
The village is of course, on water similarly to what we have
here in Malaysia.
Owh, I almost forgot. They have one.... err... ethnic(?)
that I find quiet interesting. The day you were born is important.
Each day has a their own color ... I'll list them out
Sunday - Red
Monday - Yellow (^^)
Tuesday - Pink
Wednesday - Green
Thursday - Orange (@_@)
Friday - Blue
Saturday - Purple (>_>)
They put it on their car plates, write their name on them, etc.etc cause
they believe if they dont, misfortunes would happen. So you can see
dudes wearing green if their birthday is on the Wednesday.
Mine is green.... i like green... but i like yellow more T-T
ahh well.... YAY COLOURS!!!
Owh we went to Chatuchak. Its like a market that is full of stuffs...
Mostly tee's though
tadaa~~ see what i bought there, weird stuffs!
my cousin laughed at it though cause it looks like cereal.
>_> thanks a lot but i love it none the less.
Too bad i lost my Japan =_="
Owh, you can also see random elephants on the street of Bangkok
Last day, we went to the floating market, the thing that makes
Thailand special to the world. It's not in Bangkok however. But,
there was one in Bangkok around 30 years ago. It's no more now.
So If you guys wanna see the Floating Market, you have to take a taxi
there, its a 2 hours drive from Bangkok.
"Arr, we're gonna raid the street marker. I mean market"
hmm... nice view really... but no tech stuffs =3=
pfft
well then i left and reached home around.... 9 or 8...
yeah it was nice.
so i hope youd enjoy Bangkok too
signing out
Tuesday, December 16
*Cross*
Tuesday, December 16
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cross what?
owh yeah,
cross on the dates of someone's birthday.
Yay *claps*
anyways,
its 11th for Cass's
and 12th for Carmen's
owh lol got 3 c's this month.
figure out the last one yourself
anyways, Carmen held a dinner to celebrate
hers which is on 11th. That's before prom and
before the date i went to Bangkok. So i didnt
get to hang around till the last minute...
ahh well. Doesn't matter.
It was.... rowdy i guess.
lots of talks here and there,
laughters around tsk but i cant say
it lasted long, tsk tsk tsk.
and.... thank you J.X.....
you know who you are @_@
signing out
owh yeah,
cross on the dates of someone's birthday.
Yay *claps*
anyways,
its 11th for Cass's
and 12th for Carmen's
owh lol got 3 c's this month.
figure out the last one yourself
anyways, Carmen held a dinner to celebrate
hers which is on 11th. That's before prom and
before the date i went to Bangkok. So i didnt
get to hang around till the last minute...
ahh well. Doesn't matter.
It was.... rowdy i guess.
lots of talks here and there,
laughters around tsk but i cant say
it lasted long, tsk tsk tsk.
and.... thank you J.X.....
you know who you are @_@
signing out
Sunday, December 14
A Journey Of Self Discovery
Sunday, December 14
0
I'm sorry to say but...
yeah more wall of text.
So sorry guys but i cant help it.
Would update about other stuffs soon. Yes i got
stuffs to update on. *thumbs up*
I went to a journey....
I have traveled more than the greatest explorer.
I traveled to the bottom of my heart.
The bottomless heart.... an abyss.
Well... at least that what i think.
You can know others really easily....
You can talk, give opinion, get opinion or even hear little
bits and pieces of rumors....
But.... what about talking about yourself?
How can you know yourself?
How do you know yourself?
How do you answer them?
I've been blinded that i never saw that the answers
was right before me. Who I am.
The answers was in my heart, not from the others.
What do they know about me other than what
they saw, hear, or acted. None.
The hardest part is being yourself really.
"Owh, just be yourself"
How is myself?
They can tell.... but you wonder some more...
What about the things that they don't tell?
How do you proof it doesn't exist?
Who can answer it other than yourself?
The truth.... You can say you're finding it.
But maybe you're running from it.
How do you tell that you're not running from it?
The truth from your own heart hurts a lot more than
what others can tell.
Library... that's where books with words of wisdom collects.
My heart.... is a library.
I've been looking through it finding through every book
for the answer to truth. It's gotta be one of them.
But how sure am I?
Maybe the truth has been calling me from afar and I just
told them to shut up and go as I'm looking for the truth....
Ahh well...
Whats done is done.
That journey is no more.
There was a lot of sadness and pain.
of course, through all that i found happiness and love.
Maybe, just maybe.
Those sadness makes the happiness more true
signing out
yeah more wall of text.
So sorry guys but i cant help it.
Would update about other stuffs soon. Yes i got
stuffs to update on. *thumbs up*
I went to a journey....
I have traveled more than the greatest explorer.
I traveled to the bottom of my heart.
The bottomless heart.... an abyss.
Well... at least that what i think.
You can know others really easily....
You can talk, give opinion, get opinion or even hear little
bits and pieces of rumors....
But.... what about talking about yourself?
How can you know yourself?
How do you know yourself?
How do you answer them?
I've been blinded that i never saw that the answers
was right before me. Who I am.
The answers was in my heart, not from the others.
What do they know about me other than what
they saw, hear, or acted. None.
The hardest part is being yourself really.
"Owh, just be yourself"
How is myself?
They can tell.... but you wonder some more...
What about the things that they don't tell?
How do you proof it doesn't exist?
Who can answer it other than yourself?
The truth.... You can say you're finding it.
But maybe you're running from it.
How do you tell that you're not running from it?
The truth from your own heart hurts a lot more than
what others can tell.
Library... that's where books with words of wisdom collects.
My heart.... is a library.
I've been looking through it finding through every book
for the answer to truth. It's gotta be one of them.
But how sure am I?
Maybe the truth has been calling me from afar and I just
told them to shut up and go as I'm looking for the truth....
Ahh well...
Whats done is done.
That journey is no more.
There was a lot of sadness and pain.
of course, through all that i found happiness and love.
Maybe, just maybe.
Those sadness makes the happiness more true
signing out
Wednesday, December 10
This Is Getting Me Nowhere
Wednesday, December 10
0
ok another story..
long ago.... in a deep, dark scary forest....
ok you know what, screw this shit.
i hate thrillers, they suck >_>
anyways, i've not blog for so long and i've not
blog a lot of events.... i just don't feel like it.
Gonna get the feel back... soon >_>
Owh, i bought my text books at school already, so if youre there,
look on the table for a drawing of a cat. Say hi to it.
Going Bangkok on 12th, sorry Shaun no prom =/
and Twilight is everywhere.
God. No. Twilight.
Why vampires? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
long ago.... in a deep, dark scary forest....
ok you know what, screw this shit.
i hate thrillers, they suck >_>
anyways, i've not blog for so long and i've not
blog a lot of events.... i just don't feel like it.
Gonna get the feel back... soon >_>
Owh, i bought my text books at school already, so if youre there,
look on the table for a drawing of a cat. Say hi to it.
Going Bangkok on 12th, sorry Shaun no prom =/
and Twilight is everywhere.
God. No. Twilight.
Why vampires? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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